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Kendall Lewis
Music Analyst - Notoriety

It's 2017, and sh*t in society is starting to hit the fan.

Hello,

My name is Kendall Lewis, and I'm sitting here writing an introductory statement to anyone out there that's reading this.

For years, I've aimlessly wandered this planet wondering what I'm going to do to keep surviving in this world. I'm 25 years old, and I recently stopped going to school during my senior year in college. A lot of people don't understand, and are confused because I only had 3 classes left before I graduate. I finally found out how Drake felt when he said

"I dropped out right before I graduate, 6 credits left my momma had the saddest day. It's only up from here, I promise you just gotta wait... and she took my word for it, that's all I had to say. Lately I just feel so outta character, the paranoia could start to turn into arrogance. Thoughts too deep to go work 'em out with a therapist. I get a blank page when I try to draw a comparison..."  - Drake, Views.

It's funny, but I finally understand why people find me odd or different than anyone that they've ever met. My whole outlook on life isn't ordinary, and my mindset has changed over the years. I used to be a follower, but in order to be successful... I had to turn into a leader.

Going to class, memorizing materials for a test and turning essays in isn't going to get me to where I want to be. After a rough 2016, I had to sit back and ponder my decisions. Who am I? Am I satisfied with my career plan? How would people remember me, if I were to somehow pass away? Am I truly happy?

I definitely didn't have an answer for any of those personal questions, and it was tough to look myself in the mirror knowing that I'm wasting my days away. I've gone out, and attended the livest parties. I live in the #1 city in America (Austin, Texas). I've had a blast during my time in college. I've played basketball on ESPN before. I've got two parents that love me very much, and support me no matter what. So, why can't I be content... just like everyone else?

This year is all about discovering who I am as a person. I'm not focused on graduating, landing a "regular job," and remaining content. I realized that in order to truly be successful, you have to reach a certain level of self-esteem. It's another level, far from ordinary people. How can I constantly remain happy, while staying focused on achieving my goals and staying true to myself?

My love for sports and music can't be rated on a scale from 0-10. As a kid, I always dreamt about being at the best sporting events and concerts on the planet. Traveling, and experiencing things outside of my comfort zone has also become a huge hobby. I'm currently a freelance sports journalist, and a music analyst right now. So, I decided to dig deep, brainstorm and combine a unique strength with a personal.

It took some time, but I'm officially "my own boss."

The person above in the picture, is a good friend of mine from college. He's currently a college grad, that has a good job, apartment and better life. However, he isn't satisfied with the way things are going either. Sure, he's beyond blessed... but we recently had a conversation and he feels that people have to do different things in order to do more I this world. He might be known as an applicant with a degree in communications to recruiters, but he's a young entrepreneur in his own eyes. I've also got friends that are professional athletes, artists, models, etc. All of them grind the same way, and preach the same thing: "you've gotta put in the work, when others simply won't."

I've fought have the battle already, and recently became a contributor for a couple of sports websites. However, I haven't won the war. That's only half of my life interest. How can I make a push, and become a journalist in the music industry?

Notoriety

A lot of music review websites wouldn't give me the time of day to even talk. I couldn't even get emails or phone calls back. The music industry is something serious, and it's also I game of chess that I didn't feel like playing at all. The same thing happens to me whenever I try to get a regular job, so I'm used to it... but that doesn't mean I have to respect or even deal with it. I guess it's like I was saying earlier, you have to be able to take a risk and chase a passion on your own.

So if certain individuals don't feel like they're in need of my services, then I'll take my talent elsewhere. That's why I decided to create my own music website, and make my way on my own. I was inspired by the opening passage of YFN Lucci's Heartless, and decided to call this domain Notoriety.

"Growing up my momma explained the difference between fame and notoriety. See fame is when people know you, notoriety is when people know you're work. And notoriety, leaves a legacy."

I'm as humble as any human being, but I know that my skills in writing, ability to actually interpret music, and create make this a great opportunity for me. I've got the foundation now; and by doing this and showcasing my unorthodox style of reporting, I'll be able to separate myself from other plain-Jane reporters. I'll still be able to incorporate sports, because it's goes together with music from a cultural standpoint. I'll definitely be able to attend concerts, festivals and other events with credentials because it's my Life.

This is an unbiased site, but that doesn't mean I'll be discussing trending topics in todays world. I refuse to listen to trash, and I won't be analyzing artists that are one-hit wonders or corny mega-hit curators (sorry NOT sorry). My writing and reporting will serve as a reliable resource for people to rely on, as it pertains to historic events and quality work from innovators in music. I'm on a mission to not only analyze the legends that provide quality music. I'll also be showcasing articles for unknown and up-and-coming artists in the game that will truly make a difference.

If anyone is reading this, just know that I'm out here trying to make it too. I'm grinding everyday, and finally taking life seriously because I've figured out what I really want to do. Don't let any self-doubt, opinions or feelings from others keep you from reaching your dreams. Use your time wisely, because time is money. Read, create and believe in yourself every single f*****g day. It's a dog eat, dog world these days... and it's on you to be somebody in this grimy society.

You're either in, or you're out.


Kendall